First of all let me just say that I find this formatting on this blog completely hard to work with. The last blog - also on blogger was just so much easier to manipulate and I don't know why I can't seem to easily change things and make them look cute. I changed my header picture and my head is half cut off and one of my daughters is cut out - why??? Ugh - frustrating!!
In other frustrating news - I obviously have no willpower and am destined to be bigger than I want to be for all of eternity. I had been doing so well before spring break. I was down to 162 - almost to the 150's - so close I could almost taste it. I did fine the first few days of break and then we took the kids to an amusement park. I actually did well there the whole day until dinner when instead of choosing the grilled chicken sandwich which I thought would be completely dry & gross - I chose to indulge in pizza with the family because it looked pretty good. It was - too good - so I had two pieces. I then continued with my debauchery and had some of my daughter's funnel cake and thus the downfall began. I cheated a little here, a little there all week and by last night I was sneaking half of a Fat Boy ice cream sandwich and having a bowl of cereal at 10pm - after I ate the ears and tail off of one of the chocolate bunnies the Easter bunny brought for Reagan. Even after all of that I am only up to 165.6 and I am still in a size 12 but I want to be around 140 and be in a size 8 so I need to get my big but in gear. Whahhhh - I just don't want to but deep down I do and I must pick myself and just get back on the band wagon and do this. I know I can do it - at least I think I can and I have to admit I really liked how I was feeling when I started to lose weight and my clothes started fitting again. If I can just focus on that maybe I'll be taking it off again in no time.
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